Ive always been jealous of passionate people. People who pursued things at a young age. I’ve been feeling completely lost lately and feeling like I am just conforming to a person who works all the time but hates their job, somebody who goes to school just to make other people happy even though I’m miserable. I hate it. My whole life I have struggled with doing the “right” thing and doing what I want to do. I may not know what career I want, or have an exciting job that people are jealous of but I am finding out who I am. Finding out what I don’t want in life and realizing that I have more passion than I thought because I so strongly desire to live a life that is anything but mediocre.
"Bad experience makes the soul older"
"When you feel the rise of unpleasant emotions, take a moment and make an effort to identify their source. The answers are far more available than you may have previously believed. Accept such feelings as your own in the moment. Do not shove them underneath, ignore them or try to substitute what you think of as good thoughts."
"Go find yourself first
So you can also find me"
i love you, you are strong